Lately....

So lately I've been pretty stable knock on wood.

No real rollercoaster swings or screaming dives just even steven every day just waking up going about my business not rushing or hurrying getting things done and maintaining a steady eddy pace

I'm just getting over some brutish flu that morphed into bronchitis slept on the TV sofa head upright but barely slept I think I've spent 5 nights of the last 8 ensconced on the paralyzing sofa racking my skull my head and neck bones aching coughing fits that last 20 minutes

been sick 8 days

today is the first day I've felt fairly normal woke up at 9 well-rested and no head full of crap and the windows glowed white overnight it had snowed a foot and bigod that meant a day of shoveling and running the snowblower and tonight I hope to get on the bike and ride for a while and get some exercise jesus I haven't been able to do anything for over a week

so now it's winter the world is covered in snow snow heaps everywhere and tonight it's below 20 and it's not supposed to get above 30 for a week so we're gonna be socked in walled in by snow for a while but it's nice to have a spate of cold it kills off some of the vile germs spreading around and it gives you a chance to wear sweaters and sweatshirts

Gotta use the light box everyday now we've been visited by a maelstrom of dark turbid days and the sun's down by four if it's ever out but the last two weeks have been awful dark and penetratingly oppressive

Lost my red gloves on the fucking bus yesterday meaning I've lost 2 pair in the past month